I can’t wait to delete this blog & start a new one once I get my own computer.
You know what sucks the most? When you realise you guys aren’t best friends anymore, or even friends, but you still call them your best friend because that’s what you’re used to. That’s what you want to hold onto more than anything; the comfort you have when calling that person your best friend. Taking a million stupid pictures together & sleepovers & inside jokes & secrets are nothing but memories from the past now. You guys never hang out or even talk. You don’t tell each other big news anymore. You don’t even think of them that often. Yet, you still slip up & call them your best friend when talking about them. & that’s when it hits you that you guys aren’t even aquaintances anymore.
Then you move on, & go through it all over again with your next “best friend.”
I FINALLY FOUND YOU !!!!!
<——- JUST PRESS PLAY!!!
Shawna gave me the biggest reality check ever. I can honestly say I’ve neer had anyone give me a dose of my own medicine. But the old Sheila is back! No more feeding into my depression & letting it win. I’m letting all the positive vibes flow back in & I’ve been pretty damn content these past 2 days.
&, I GOT A JOB!